loser.

Reality Check.

2010-04-02T16:31:00.003+08:00

this, well, this isn't me. it's marissa :\ but i feel completely the same.

lately, ive been thinking about the past. mainly form 1. how everything use to be so simple and easy, where everyone were just themselves. despite all the stupid things we did. i admit that form 1 wasn't the best year of my life, but i definitely miss the people then. who they use to be.

but i guess everyone remained the same for a while, till now. i've been thinking, everything seems a hell lot messed up compared to before. you can't seem to believe people anymore. everyone just seems to be a big lie. no matter what they say, no matter what they do, no matter how they treat you.

not to mention, trust seems to be a big problem for everyone now, including me. but sometimes, it's not our faults. it's just that when you find out that the specific person is untrustable, you get so hurt, that you don't ever feel like facing him or her again. but you can't. why? because they don't know that you know. so what do you do? you land up stop sharing secrets with them, whether it's obvious or not.

and then, there's people with relationship problems. or relationships that give other people problems. i know it doesn't sound possible at all. not the slightest bit. but it is. as for relationship problems, for the ones i know, i'm gonna have to put them in the trust problem section. seriously, i don't mean to be mean but, don't date them if you don't trust them. and as for those who are getting effected by others relationship, tolerate it. that's the best solution i've come up with to help myself. but if you're getting effected by other people relationship problem, ignore them all. because that's what i'm doing.

i realize that people don't seem to be who they are anymore. just plain ol' different. maybe you might have not noticed their changes till others tell you, most probably because you don't talk to them much. but it kinda sucks to know that people are changing, and hurting their close friends.

sometimes, you don't even realize who that person really is, till someone has to tell you. it sucks to know how different they actually really are, when you thought that you were so close to them. it kinda just completely changes your view of them. and you just have the major urge to never ever talk to them again. but then again, it's not possible, now is it?

and then there are times when you're just completely alone. people say that sometimes its good to be alone. and yeah, i agree. but not in this situation, where you're completely different from the rest. it's hard to do anything when you're different from the rest. you tend to do everything on your own, even the smallest things. and not just with people whom are different, but with those who seem to have found someone else who's a hell lot better company than you are. i'm not saying that it's their faults, and that i should be the only one that they should care about, it's just that it kinda hurts that you're different. in this case, there's absolutely nothing you can do, but just face the fact that it's happening.

but not when they leave you out in something, without asking you about it. gotta tell you, it hurts. but if you were to think about seriously, you wouldn't know whose fault it is. it could be neither, yet it could be both. the worse part is, you can't tell them what you truly think.

but that's just reality.

MarissaVOO ♥

2010-02-28T00:11:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED TO MY BELOVED, MARISSA VOO :) ♥

thank you thank you THANK YOUUU for being such a good friend, comforting me whenever i'm down, listening to my problems no matter how complicating they may seem and trying to understand what i'm saying. because i know that most of the time i'm just blabbering some kinda crap. i know i do. :(. so i'm truly grateful that you've sacrificed so much time for me. not only that, but you bear with my super-duper annoying-ness etc.

the one on the left, in the awesome candy cane outfit ♥
happy belated sweet 16th! i love you, boifran!

VOOZ.

2010-02-19T11:11:00.002+08:00

schools been so hectic! :( i miss being in the same class as my peoples. class without them seems so... lifeless. but of course, there's always rittie there with me :) and and, i've got two tuitions with marissa. and let me tell you this much, tuition with her is fun :D [especially when you get free oranges from teacher wrapped up in red mini bags that smell like it just fell into a toxic waste] :)

ah, how i miss having tuition with andrea :\

Scary Sheep.

2010-01-23T23:15:00.004+08:00

i've been rather busy lately so, at the mean time,

click :) this girl, she updates. not only does she update, she updates AWESOME SHIZ YO :)
oh and, she's my awesome BF <3 and i love her so very much :D

Little Miss

2010-01-08T23:04:00.006+08:00

one week of school has passed, and honestly, it felt like a month.

now, i wouldn't say school was that bad. but i wouldn't say it was that good, either. i definitely miss andrea and hannah. and... form3? and, i'm a pathetic blogger. i really do give up :( buuuuuut for the sake of my not-so-awesome-yet-so-very-awesome boifran [click:)] , i won't..?

being in a different class as hannah and andrea, it's weird. definitely. one hundred percent. especially after three years of good times in class procrastinating, joking around and... eating. really upset that from seeing you guys the whole entire morning and afternoon, i only see you less than an hour now. i didn't even realize it till andrea told me, okay, and now i miss you guys even more >l and i don't really have much time to even talk to you guys anymore. not even when i'm at home. :\

long story short, i just really really REALLLYYY miss being in the same class as... everyone l:

"Today, I went to Pavilion & that place is BIG. Walked around for 4 hours & 30 minutes & all I got was a freaking bun. I didn't even go further than the second floor. :| Apart from Parkson."
-marissaBOO.

oh man. i just read that on her blog and i cracked up. that's so... aegyo, marissa ;)

i am not a crapper. i have no skill, yo. the only person who craps out adorable AEGYO stuff would be,

my boifan :)

and just one question.
do i fake that many smiles? :\

2009.

2009-12-30T16:05:00.005+08:00

this year has been rather incredible. this year, i made two new true friends.

who would ever think that after knowing her for two years, i'd get so close to her on the third? she's been such an awesome friend to me. she's not only helped me during hard times, but inspired me to do so much, and taught me to believe. i am so blessed to know you, marissa. i love you, BOIFRAN ♥

andrea, too, has been there for me through so many hard times. honestly, without her, life would be still so dull. she's definitely one of the things that lightened up my life so much. thanks to her, i not only see life differently, in a good way, i've learnt what a true friend really is. despite the fact that we're really quite different, we've managed to bond throughout the year. and i'm so happy that we did. i am truly blessed to know you. i love you ♥

i wouldn't say that there aren't other things and other people that made this year awesome. ofcourse there was andrew, and there was pmr which mind you, made andrea and i bond more than ever. overall, this has been a good year. speaking of andrew, he's been such an awesome friend. like an older brother to me, really. he's helped me so much. so really, thank you :')

can you imagine, this was this year? it felt like just yesterday :\

Gingerbread Woman.

2009-12-24T19:05:00.002+08:00

Marissa made a cookie for me. She's so aweosme. Merry Christmas, Marissa! :)

Flapjack VS Pacman ♥

2009-12-10T21:51:00.006+08:00

outing with andrea today :) haven't seen her in such a long time! the last time would be... the post before this.

definitely did lots of catching up. ♥

had mcd for lunch. curly fries ♥

flapjack vs pacman ♥

who knew we could spend almost 5 hours just talking. i am so proud. :) had such an awesome time ;)

Potato Salad.

2009-11-19T23:33:00.003+08:00

went over to dreas' today. watched blades of glory and did a ton of catching up. haven't seen her in a week + !

so overall, we catched up, laughed, and definitely had a few bowls of yummy potato salad :D

2009-11-16T19:00:00.001+08:00

A: TORNADO IN A BOX!
B: HEY, you totally stole that idea from us.
A: SO SUE ME. D:<

Hello, Goodbye.

2009-11-09T15:32:00.004+08:00

last day of school for me today. i wouldn't say that twas' that fun. i spent almost the whole time reading, but, it wasn't that bad :) except for the part where marissa ditched me for the gabajillionth timeWELL, LETTUCE MOVE ON :)

well i was looking at my old abandoned picture file and look what i found, yo! ;D

ah well, i'm very sure that i'm going to be missing them girls. as a matter of fact, i'm already missing marissa. i haven't seen her in almost a week! ( tomorrow at 1.10 in the afternoon, it'd be precisely one week heh )

well yahhhh i'm going to be missing all of them. esp marissa and andrea :( and i'll be missing school too, i think? hmm. well, you guys have plenty of fun, then. :)

every morning, what would most likely come to my mind would be "hmm. i wonder who went to school today."

i'll tell you how often that happens heh.

Movie Marathon.

2009-11-06T12:00:00.003+08:00

:o

movie marathon at dreas' yesterday. twas' fun. :)

4thNovember09. Guess Who Just Turned 15.

2009-11-04T11:01:00.005+08:00

Andrea Lee May Wen ♥

you've been an awesome friend, you know that?
i never expected you to be who you really are. and i'm glad that this year i had a chance to know you a whole lot better. because truth be told, you've changed my life a whole lot. (in a good way, okayyy? :) ) you can't imagine the amount of things that would have been different if it weren't for you.

you always seem to know the right things to say.
especially when i'm feeling down. and even though we're almost different in every way, it's amazing that we still manage to get along so well. (it's also amazing how you manage to make me laugh almost all the time). and i thank God for that :)

i really appreciate everything you've done for me.
from being supportive, to being caring. i definitely feel a whole lot better when you're around. i really appreciate all the support and care you give me. and not to mention listening to me rant and rant and rant at all times.

you're the one who i always want to talk to. even when i'm down.
everytime something interesting happens, you're the only one i want to tell. usually i'd be keeping everything to myself. but really, it's nice to know that i can share things with someone. it makes things more exciting. especially when it's you i'm sharing it with. and when i'm feeling down, i never really want to talk to anyone. except for you. why? because i know that you would never fail to cheer me up. :)

overall, i hope you have an awesome 15th, love. :)

loveee, chowder. ♥

Her Biggest Dream.

2009-11-02T18:19:00.002+08:00

oh honey. i am proud of you :) i love you!

you are an awesome cheerleader and you know so. i am very confident that you did well even though i wasn't there. but do know that you will always have my support no matter what.
i have faith in you, love :)

school today. i can't say that it was as exciting as i was suspecting it to be but, it was okay :) marissa didn't ditch me, which is a relief. though she's decided to ditch me, tomorrow? so i'll only be seeing her in one weeks time. and i miss her already! going to be texting her alot, for sure :)

is it me, or am i just starting to face the fact that i seem to be, different? nahhh. that was a long time ago.

i am a burger. i think someone just ate my bread?

cheerio, yo! :)

-

2009-10-29T15:41:00.002+08:00

"Listening to what he told me makes me think.. How is it that sometimes the person you trust the most, turns their back against you? I mean, it's like.. You put ALL your trust in that person, but in the end that person just throws it all away."
-marissavoo<3

honey, i ask myself that question everyday. i wish i knew the answer.

school today. rather cranky. example of cranky? kitee and andrea in the morning. (credits to andrea for the question & the answer) i still am, as a matter of fact.

made soap today. and failed miserably. and spent a bit of time in class after recess and the rest of the time rotting ourselves away in the library. do i not sound enthusiastic enough?

oh, did i mention that marissa ditched me today? for the very second time, she lied to me. but i don't hate you :) i still love you. <3 i miss you, boyfriend/ex-boyfriend/husband/ex-husband! D: you better be at school on monday, honey :)

Dear Andrea,
You're very much welcome. but honestly, no need for thanks. that's what friends are for, no? :) and yes our bond is cool. heh. and you don't talk too much. you ask me that everyday and i still give you the same answer. no, you don't, okay? :) i too feel very blessed to have you as my friend. thank you for being there for me. :)

i seem to be really looking forward to monday. what's going on monday? nothing special, that's for sure. except for seeing marissa. (unless she decides to ditch me again? hmm.)

Scrumptious... Something Something :)

2009-10-28T14:50:00.003+08:00

school today. finally. after five days. but it definitely feels better going to school rather than staying at home and rotting myself away. but the fact that we got to use the computers in school today was a real bonus. despite the lag. it gave me the urge to tweet. something i haven't been doing in a while.

ah, deep thoughts. kinda sucks to know that it's so hard to believe people nowadays. all they do is lie, lie, lie, oh and, lie.

now. i've just got one question.

what's healthy, appetizing and not fattening that you can eat as a snack right before a nap? :)

The Girls and Kelefeh #1.

2009-10-25T15:48:00.007+08:00

went out with the girls yesterday. so glad that we did. i had loads of fun. :) eventhough kelefeh justin appeared during italiannies, but he made a pretty good camera man. :D

and cloudy with a chance of meatballs in 3D with them too :D and justin. kelefeh lah?

see? :(

overall, it was awesome :) i'm so glad i had a chance to bond with them. and definitely try new things and go to new places. and watch new things. everything we did yesterday? yeah. totally new to me :)

so,

who's got a big appetite? ;)

Here We Go Again.

2009-10-21T14:39:00.002+08:00

oh, the irony.

so how's everyone doing? :)

school's boring me to tears with ceramahs. it's that torturous. and i miss andrea & hannah! esp andrea :( twin :* today started off pretty okay. so to be honest, i don't know how i landed up being so messed up at the end. as a matter of fact, i've always been. life is gorgeous. and sometimes, screw imagination.

my nail got peeled off my thumb a lil. so now i still can't text properly. and i have a plaster around my thumb that makes my thumb look like a mini warrior. and that's the cause of marissa wanting to draw a face on my thumb so badly today. not a very nice thing to do D: but heck, i still love her. do i? ;)

"I wake up to a brand new day..
But to the same old problems."
-marissa voo.

honey, i feel you :\

cheerio :)

Happy Aquarium

2009-10-16T16:24:00.002+08:00

yeah. i named my fish marissa :)

etc.

2009-10-14T21:50:00.007+08:00

pmr finished. yesterday. hallelujah :D

andrea came over today after school for a YOUTUBE MARATHON ;)

definitely had loads of fun. thanks for coming over, love. you are awesome ;)

amanda :)

2009-09-09T15:00:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA LEONG! :D
hope you have an awesome one :)
i love you, yes indeedy.
090909.
:)

2009-09-07T10:52:00.000+08:00

omg i miss blogger :(

Light Years.

2009-08-08T10:38:00.002+08:00

next week is gonna be the bomb. more couple fights and a marriage ceremony.

"On Monday, I got screwed by Kitee because I ditched her on Friday.
OMG LAH. D:
She was like so murderous!
Coming towards me with don't know what parang or whatever crap.
(I'm exaggerating)"
-marissavoo.

yeah. i DID screw her. because it was the second time she lied to me. :( she COULD HAVE called me, right?

alright. so honestly, school this week has been rather plain and boring. nothing out of the ordinary happened. couple fights, homework, nearly dropped my phone again, yeah. very normal. but everyone only seems to be able to talk about pmr. and restaurant city. which is really bad. everyone is always asking "do you have -insert ingredient name here-? i need it. i'm learning -insert dish name here-. it's already level -insert level here-/i haven't started making it yet."

i don't know how to end posts anymore. i'm feeling so uninspired. help?

h1n1 cases are getting pretty serious. so is the haze. i want the school to close before we all die from lung infection :l

2009-07-31T14:40:00.003+08:00

Christians Ass Is Cool.
Christian Sexy Ass. :(

thats how he won over the crowd. with his ass. what a disaster.
and mind you, chris, but i told you i was gonna wear blue :) i even wore a red hairbinder to match your hat :)

hari koko today. the very lame girlfriend ditched me. but more importantly, she lied to me. more than once. and andrea's still sick. so is marissa. :x. everyone seems to be getting sick after me. i think it's my fault :( i'm sorryyyy.

i'm lacking sleep. so goodnight :)

2009-07-27T20:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREW FONG! :D
thanks for being such an awesome friend for the past one year i've known you. hope you have an awesome 16th :)

My Honey, Not Yours. :)

2009-07-26T20:31:00.002+08:00

i am so proud of this girl :) and i love her very much. the best boyfriend ever. eventhough i continuously tell you that you're not and slap you. all together 3 times. or 4. :x but it was for your own sake :D the point is, i'm glad youre feeling better and still loving pie. i love you loads :) AS A FRIEND.

had fever today. im glad ive recovered. i reeeeeaaaaaalllllyyy want to go to school tomorrow. it's going to be special tomorrow. sorta. i still have a sore throat, though. it's gotten worse. i hope it doesn't get any worse tomorrow. i don't want people to not understand what im saying. and i know im not the only one thats sick. so get well soon, you :)

alright. i need to recover asap. so im off to get more sleep. to heal my throat. eventhough that doesn't really make sense. but who cares. sleep is nice :)

The War Between Two Spontaneous Girls.

2009-07-26T13:11:00.002+08:00

christians ass is cool. -__-

marissa. dont start blaming me, now ;)
and one more thing. mine, not yours.
:)

False Hope.

2009-07-21T15:18:00.003+08:00

things lately have been very hectic for me. i tend to lose my mood every once in a while.

marissa said that she would come to my house through the fridge to make sure i'm happy. that question totally makes sense now.

an attacking fridge? yeah. only if it could walk. i wouldn't have to go downstairs to get food to eat anymore. such convenience, no?

i do not want to die choking on a chip. at the age of 17-27. that's just scary.

do you wanna know whats scarier? shenghao. why? i don't know. he just is.
sorry, i don't hate him. why should i?

i am severely lacking sleep. i'm stressing myself out to stay awake. but i just can't.

2009-07-19T16:31:00.002+08:00

aslene is my math tutor. but she sucks at math. HAHA :D sorry aslene :X

school tomorrow. and i'm too lazy to update. bye :)

Swell.

2009-07-17T12:16:00.005+08:00

skipped school today. im actually feeling fine. i recovered from my fever yesterday evening. but just incase im not fully recovered, mommy wanted me to stay at home. and do my tuition homework. she thinks it'll make it a more productive day. ._.

i miss drea, the boyfriend stealer, the boyfriend, the OTHER boyfriend, pikachu and, well, this other person is between the boyfriend stealer and me :) on the bright side, i got to skip one LONG period of chinese and two periods of seni. prema gets kinda freaky sometimes. :\. last week, she made us arrange our tables like kindergarten students.

my arm is still hurting. it's pretty swollen. it looks a bit like muscle though. :) ( okay, not really ._. ) but hopefully the swelling goes down. the pain is getting pretty annoying. i can't sleep on my left side anymore.

no tuition tonight. oh, the joy :)

Lost Opportunities.

2009-07-15T15:37:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN AND RYAN :)

justin has been the worst sister ever :) eventhough he paid for my dinner the other night at mcds ( okay, he didnt willingly pay for it. i just don't wanna pay him back. ) hope you have an awesome 15th :) i still want to be the one who kills you. so don't commit suicide.

well, both of them didn't have to take the injection today. thats good enough for their birthday :)

speaking of which, my arm still hurts. but thanks to the injection, we managed to skip chinese :) we had a ceramah in the morning by mr alex. but we went late. we were too busy eating cake in class. a few minutes celebration for justins, ryans and pn chans birthday. pn chan was nice enough to buy cake for both of them, and herself. and it wasn't that bad. other than the fact that i currently have three ulcers. thank God all three of them are only on one side. i still can eat with the other :)

oh. and i wouldn't say i didn't pay attention during the ceramah. i did. for like, 20 minutes. then i got too caught up talking to hannah about *chants* (you know what im talking about, hannah) and andrea about restaurant city. and ITS UNDER MAINTENANCE RIGHT NOW. ITS ALWAYS UNDER MAINTENANCE. OMG NOOOOOOOOO :(

im going to be spicing up the emoness at pn chans today. yay :)

Talent Night.

2009-07-11T19:17:00.014+08:00

talent night was on friday. it wasn't that bad. definitely better than last year, though.

went to marissas house at 4.30. so that justin could pick us up at her house. so i checked out her mini bags :) i really like her bags :\

domo :)

and and and TAUFU :D

you know i can't resist :) domo's just so adorable.

headed over to mcds after fetching drea. it was hilarious. :) "oh! wave at the fat guy :DD *waves*"

andrea ;X

"how do you eat a burgerrr??? :S"

and secret recipe with them girls. :)

the boyfriend and the mommy :)

"A" for amanda and andrea :)

i've finally got a picture with the boyfriend. :)

ritties dinner :)

credits to drea. :) i do not know why this picture is rather orange.

this? this is JJ's and andrea's ear. seriously.

i've got a couple more pictures. if you guys want them then just tell me :)

i'm off to grow fat now. :) eventhough i don't want too.

Disorders.

2009-07-08T15:57:00.006+08:00

i wonder if i should become a vegetarian. spare a couple of lives, huh. :\

alright. the fact that the cboxes dont seem to be functioning well right now is annoying me. and homework. like ohmyGod. not to mention the fact that i am so sick of tuition. i just want to sleep. i've been sleeping quite a lot for the past 2 days. and it's still not enough. my eyebags are getting pretty bad. and i can't seem to stay awake during the day. i'm sorry if i've been ranting about how little sleep i've been getting in every post.

i'm glad to see that some people were happy today. though that doesn't make me any better.

i want to see the world before i die. especially Switzerland.

Misery Business.

2009-07-07T15:12:00.003+08:00

i wouldnt say it was a bad day. because it wasnt the worst day of my life. i think i've been through worst.

grats Blitzerz :)

-

today was rather okay. apparently this week is the last week my sivik teacher is gonna be here. gosh, i don't even know her name yet. and we havent even done our presentation. whoops :\ got a couple of class photos with her. hopefully i'll be getting them :)

people, i do NOT find anything wrong with bringing lip balm to school. considering it IS colorless. don't you think that we people might have dried lips? :\ be a little bit more reasonable. confiscating lip balm is stupid, stupid.

alright. i'm seriously needing sleep. and i still have sejarah notes to do AND tuition tonight. not to mention what im feeling right now. im hurting :\

KITEE! =D

2009-07-04T22:31:00.003+08:00

(: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:

-i know you miss me. ;)

Heartfelt.

2009-07-03T12:00:00.007+08:00

i can't believe ~~you~~ me :\

woke up at 11 today. since my mom was complaining about my eyebags last night. and yeah, they were pretty bad. i guess i just didnt really notice them. at least they're better now. and im really glad that mom decided not to go for hari temu mesra today. marce told me that pn loh took the second shift at 10.30. which was the time my mom would have went if she had decided to go. mind you, pn loh hates me.

m&ms are addictive. :\

cheer's tomorrow. super excited :)

Tongue Tied.

2009-07-02T21:26:00.005+08:00

hari temu mesra is tomorrow. i want to go. but my mom doesnt. how weird. i think shes using reverse psychology on me. :S and theyre gonna give out the blitzerz shirt tomorrow. looks like i'll be paying drea a visit tomorrow ;) thanks loads, drea. :)

woke up kinda late today. but somehow i reached school earlier than usual. (you know, honestly, i can't even remember if that was today. ._. ) had a couple of "arguments" with the "bifriend" and the "sister". my oh-so lame friends :)

alright. my mom just asked me to sleep. she said my eyebags look like... well, she didn't say what it looks like. but i know that she meant that its real bad. i thought it was pretty okay :S but then again, i always think my eyebags arent that bad :)

overall, today, is indescribable.

Those Awesome Bifriends<3

2009-07-01T15:30:00.008+08:00

ceramah today. that sure brightened my day up :)
thanks loads to those who entertained me. esp marce.

drea didn't come today. was really disappointed when i didnt see her sitting down at the tapak perhimpunan talking to -insert name here- (she talks to almost everybody. don't you know? ;) ) really wished she came today. she missed out on so much fun :\ hope you're feeling a whole lot better now, love :)

marce is the ~~awesomest~~worst boyfriend ever. how dare you, marce :( which is why ive got myself another ~~three~~two.. bimates :) or bifriends. and mind you, i love them very much :) who are they? that's for you to find out. ;)

:)

Didn't Know I Was So Predictable.

2009-06-30T15:41:00.004+08:00

-hannah.

awwh hannah, i miss you too :(
and.. well, i don't miss your neverminds and nothings. that's the truth :X

YOU. BETTER. COME. TOMORROW. I. TELL. YOU. >:(
or i'll kill you :)

anyway, not much happened today. okay fine quite alot happened today but im just a little too lazy to type it all down. besides, you dont need to know what happened. unless youre stalking me which BY THE WAY, is unneccessary. :D

alright. whacking games at the library, is killer. ;) justin, drea, marce and i spent about 10 minutes whacking each others hands. while talking. and eating after that. how nice :)

okay. ceramah tomorrow. i still havent gotten the timetable. for the whole week. screw my forgetfulness :\ im prepared for a painful ass tomorrow. i think.

OKAY HANNAH, i DID say this post was going to be a reply for you. and i failed to make it a reply only. i just had to blog bout school :D sorry -_-

KEEP UPDATING FOR ME ALRIGHT? :) I LOVE YOU. as a friend.

HANNAH(:

2009-06-30T15:34:00.002+08:00

kitee darling, I MISS YOU. :(
i miss doing the nothing and nevermind to you
IN PERSON.
doing it online just doesnt seem that nice. (: HEE
pfft, ill get to school as soon as i cann alright? (:

HANNAH IS AWESOME

-i know

not forgetting that though ;)

loves load. (:
Hannah

2009-06-26T23:56:00.004+08:00

clearly, im bored. and tired. but i just dont feel like sleeping so soon :\

got tagged by Hui a few thousand light years ago. gosh. -__-

1. Besides your lips, where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
uhhh ._.
2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING ?
very shitty. because i had to go to school.
3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo WITH ?
drea.
4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED ?
yes. sorta.
5. Will you ever donate BLOOD ?
yeah. i guess .__.
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX ?
yeah.
7. Do you want someone to be DEAD ?
i'm not very sure bout that.
8. What does your last text message SAY?
(it's a long message lah okay.) i'll sum it up : i wanna sleep. nights.
9. What are you thinking about right NOW ?
that's for me to know.
1o. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW ?
yes. i need a hug from that very person this instance.
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
12am plus.
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
i have no idea.
13. Is someone on your mind right NOW ?
i guess.
14. Who was the last person who text YOU ?
the super duper lame brother of mine.

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz . (clearly i don't see what's so lucky about being tagged. )

i've decided to skip this part. im getting super duper tired. and its only 12am. mind you, but i usually sleep later than this. :\

Decisions, Decisions.

2009-06-26T14:09:00.004+08:00

school today. finally, after skipping two days of it. honestly, i thought i missed school. but i thought wrong.

hannah and amanda skipped school today. i havent seen them since tuesday. and probably wont be seeing them till monday. ah, i miss them girls :\ thank God drea came. really missed drea and marce :)

the week has been getting better. but that doesnt mean its good.

i havent been sleeping so well lately. got sorta cranky in school. sorry drea :S was really tired. i still am actually. i remember telling myself that id sleep in the evening.
but who can sleep with a broken heart? :\

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIMOTHY LIM YU LI :)

clearly, i don't have a picture of you. but i hope you are having an awesome time at Hong Kong :) and know that im still wanting to go there. soon. where i can learn about -

i shall stop talking here. :)

Kim :D

2009-06-24T16:39:00.004+08:00

alright. i don't really have the mood to blog. but since i didnt have the time to do this yesterday,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KIMBERLY :)

youve been an awesome friend. and thank you for being such a good talking partner and for giving me your crushed sweets during terrys. i will never forget that. :) never, i tell you. hope you had an awesome 15th birthday :)

skipped school today. drea made my decision easier by not going too. i really needed to stay home for more stressful practice. and also to get more rest. and also probably missed more bad news. i'm sick of hearing bad news. can't something good happen for once? :\

Commotion.

2009-06-22T17:36:00.005+08:00

had school today. and. honestly, things went better than i expected.

we had like, 5 free periods. spent recess time with drea, kevin and kent. like usual. except for ming wasn't there. no one to knock the tables while im sleeping. peaceful-nya :D then after recess, drea and i spent the first two free periods at the library again. spent the last three periods talking and sleeping. okay, so we didn't really sleep. the class was too noisy. it was like, living in a turnado.

gosh. this week just keeps getting worse.

Worthless Words.

2009-06-21T20:33:00.004+08:00

i'd tell you the reason why. but you wouldn't believe me.
i hate myself for everything.

Happy-Go-Lucky.

2009-06-21T00:05:00.003+08:00

its been one week of school since the mid term holidays. and things havent been good. and im not the only one. im very sure of it.

picture day was on thursday. im glad i got to be in this years photo :) i even got to stand with drea. thank God for our same height. but unfortunately, candid wasn't that nice. as a matter of fact, it sucked. bad.

i still suck at making my cheeks look fat.

i missed out on tkd picture though :) didnt feel like taking it. i didn't bring my uni anyway. besides, i wasn't in the mood for anymore formal pictures whatsoever. i was in the mood for more candids. with andrea :D.

"what's that song by lady gaga? hot, sex, money or something like that."
"beautiful, dirty, rich."
"OH YEAH. HAHAHA."

oh drea. :)

this week has been really... awkward. i don't know. in a way it was the best, but in a way it was the worst. but the people i really have to thank is andrea and fengcheng. gosh, you guys really helped me live through the week. especially drea. you guys are the best :)

thanks to amanda, hannah, rittie and drea (yes, again) for letting me live part of my childhood life again. in toys r' us. that was hell of a fun time ;)

tuesday night at mine. :) if youve got eyes, im pretty sure you can dreas hands at the back of me.

saturday evening at hers :)

jason mraz? :D

i joined her chinese tuition. and since i didnt have transport to go there and transport home for this particular saturday, her parents were nice enough to fetch me there and let me stay at their house for an additional one hour after tuition :D

but i had eaten lunch at home :\

went over to Botaks' (im not kidding. that is the shops name.) for dreas lunch. so we decided to lala-fy the food :)

her mom makes nice guacamole :) (yes drea, i found the spelling on the internet :D )

we had a bit of free time on our hands so we decided to fool around with her sims :)

i love cheat codes :)

i suddenly feel like getting one of these for my own :S

oh. and, get well soon, dee :)

when im cranky, all i want to do is talk to you.
why'd you have to leave at this time when i need you the most?

:\

2009-06-15T17:26:00.009+08:00

school started today. it wasn't all that splendid. but definitely better than how i was expecting it to be. i was definitely imagining it to be way worse. way, way, worse.

i seriously need another week of holidays. i havent done anything i wanted to do yet. all i remember doing is practising the piano and stoning infront of my computer. watching the little peoples in rc work :) i for one think theyre adorable.

i want pink hair. hahahahaha. :\

we need to hang out more often :\

At Marces'

2009-06-10T15:37:00.011+08:00

went over to marces yesterday. went an hour late. wish i hadnt. :\

whatever. anyway. PICTURESSS :) theyre at random.

marces' hello kitty magnets on the fridge. if you use to collect them while they were being given out, then you should know what im talking about.

smilie face :DD

jelly bean box :)

jelly beans :D (state the obvious)

MOOOOOKIEEE :D

i love spoons :D

mookie ! :D

marce putting chocolate chips on the mookie ;D

her hamster. i forgot its name :S

marces hand :) O :DDDD

marces cam + me = the stupidest combination you could ever think of.

ah well. just so you know, the mookie recipe is a real failure. its like, frozen milk ice on top and frozen mushed up cookies at the bottom. i say, try to eat it with chocolate chips, KAY? :) marce and i did, and it adds the flavour :) also, its very hard to scoop. so eat mookie if you wish to have a very strong right arm. (unless youre left handed, then sorry lah :D )

restaurant city is currently under maintenance right now. hah. wait. i don't even want to talk about restaurant city right now.

ive been getting really blur lately. i don't know why. so im sorry to everyone who i torture with my uhm, blur-ness? :)

for example:

кıтee says:
you didnt tell me that you told me that
нaииah says:
=Dheh
кıтee says:
WAIT NO SHIT
кıтee says:
I MEANT TO SAY
кıтee says:
YOU DIDNT TELL ME THAT HE TOLD YOU THAT

but during night time, it gets worse.

so, sorry to hannah binder christian i srsly dont know who else i was talking to last night but if you remember then im sorry to whoever you are kay kay kay kay :)

кıтee writes:

кıтee says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHA
нaииah says:
whats that?
нaииah says:
its too big for my screen
нaииah says:
-.-
кıтee says:
HAGAGGAGAHAHA
кıтee says:
EVEN FUNNIER
кıтee says:
HAHAHAHAHHA

i was trying to draw a smiley and i got so frustrated i just simply drew one :) the convo still cracks me up :)

SORRY HANNAH :D

i want to play plants vs zombies ): but you gotta pay to download it. like, rm60+ :S i have no idea where marce got hers.

somehow, im getting very tired right now. and i don't know why. and screw. i've got tuition tonight. i think ive just used up all my energy going hyper in hannah's conversation. awwh man :\

i need my bed :(

I'm Going to Sleep Feeling Happy Tonight.

2009-06-09T00:03:00.006+08:00

ahh, im a lil lifeless and since ive got some time on my hands, just a mini post :)

GURBINDER SINGH GILL IS BACK FROM SKILLS CAMP HAHAHAHAHA HOW AWESOME IS THAT??? :DDDDDDDDD

At Dreas'

2009-06-08T20:30:00.005+08:00

went over to drea's today. it was... partly awesome. partly. and the pictures? all blur. and those that arent blur, arent all that nice. so i wont be posting em up :) if you want them, ask me, kay? :D

BUT, the ones we took with dreas webcam, i love ;)

oh man, i suck at making my cheeks look fatter :)

don't think dreas uploaded them all though :\ so more to come :D

dear drea,
i know this is sorta like something you did for me, which is why i should be doing one for you too. you're the bestest friend ive ever had. you should know that you have, and always will have friends who love you. especially me. i'll always be there for you, okay? :)

going over to marces' tomorrow. its gonna be awesome ;D

Worn Out From Disasters.

2009-06-05T23:33:00.003+08:00

holidays have definitely been sucking :\ got that word from marce :D and somehow, everyone seems to be ditching me this weekend. Dee's ditched me for camp and my sisters ditched me for her own camp too. am i that BORING? D:

though im really missing deesters now :\ but ive been playing restaurant city. which is a good distraction :) except for now it wont load. screw.

this has to be the lonliest weekened ever, ever, EVER ._. which is why i plan to watch a movie tomorrow night. in my moms room. which is where the tv is. unfortunately, the tv is located on one side of the room whereas the bed is the other side. id wear my specs to watch, but im too lazy :)

ive spent my day playing restaurant city and reading comics from explosm.net. hilarious, i tell you. one of the very few things that make me smile. and distract me from whatever i dont want to be thinking bout.

note to self : forcing yourself to eat during lunch time is bad. skipping meals is worse.

awesome. o: )

:)

2009-06-03T14:38:00.006+08:00

and i swear im going to kill myself any time soon.

hello! :)

my blog looks so boring D: mainly cos it is. im crapping now, arent i? :\

OKAYYY. so drea went for tuition last night. im so glad she did. since weiwen, aslene and even MINGCHEK ditched me last night. and i really needed that laugh we had. what were we laughing about? you can ask drea that. she'll shower you with laughs :)

since you uploaded a picture, i might as well :)
so, THANK YOU LOADS DREA. i love you. thank you for everything :) i really miss you too :\

final destination, drea. HAHAHA :D

im not happy :) does it look like im happy? :) because im really not :)

i really want to go out :\ ive been at home for the past few days and its killing me. excluding last night where i laughed my ass off in tuition. thats different. i want to go and watch a movieee D: or maybe dreas house to watch bride wars. that would be good. instead of repeating the same routine everyday. it gets really boring, you know? :\

as a matter of fact, im suppose to be studying right now. but i just can't get myself to concentrate. and to make things worse, im starting to feel hungry. and im in absolute no mood to eat.

i like the way i cheer myself up. its real entertainment :) but unfortunately for me, i have no patience. meh D:

its amazing how such little ice cream can take such a big effect on me. truly amazing, no? :) because im going super hyper. and it feels weird being hyper and sad at the same time. its not cool. OKAY? :\

кıтee says:
dont be sad
thats my thing
NO ONE
STEALS
MY THINGS

oh yes, its mine :)

i cant believe i took one whole day to finish up this post. i blame msn and restaurant city. distractions :)

i dont think ive ever lived a day when i was happy the whole time.
i wonder how it feels like.

oh. i almost forgot..

:)

You Know What?

2009-06-02T10:44:00.003+08:00

Love Isn't Blind.

It's Retarded.

why do you think i love you, you retard? o:)

Impatient.

2009-06-01T12:59:00.004+08:00

for once in a gabajillion years im finally feeling too lazy to text. but ofcourse, i miss my dumbos :\

im so addicted to restaurant city that i on-ed my com in the morning to make sure my employees had enough energy ._. thats how addicted i am ;) i even started pet society. though i dont really know how to play it :\ but its just so cute, no? :)

DREA! :)

its a pitty i really dont know how to gain cash. and that it completely lags my computer. especially at the race where each time some pet fell, it jammed up. :\

so im sticking to restaurant city. :) where profits are made slow, but are still made. ;D

unfortunately for me, i have to play it in low quality. because my graphic card is dying. :D.

okay im very hungry. :\. and my eye bags? im glad theyre getting better. im starting to feel less cranky now. which is good. obviously.

i miss my long hair :\.

im getting bored of my header. i want a new one D: but. im too lazy to find one. i wanna play restaurant city instead. :) i seriously dont know what to blog about. dee asked me to blog about scouts. and im not even in scouts ._. HEH okay you see i blogged bout scouts :D

im sorry im getting very lame :\

FCS.

2009-05-31T15:42:00.015+08:00

friendship connection was yesterday. managed to get some pictures. most of them are blur though :\ and im sorry i couldnt upload them last night. and this post should have been up a few hours ago but i got to caught up reading magazines :D

lady gaga and katy perry were there. :) and lady gaga became the model of the night :D

LADY GAGA ;D

stupid retard and KATY PERRY :)

~~kelvin~~ming.

lady gaga, stupid retard, katy perry.

WE HAD ROASTED MARSHMALLOWS :D

ming and katy. this was very random. ;D

they were having a marshmallow war -_-

drea, amanda, hannah.

again.

and AGAIN :0

amanda and hannah.

KATY AND GAGA. :D

mings, dreas and mine :)

drea lee :D

;X

i do not know ._.

amanda likes to eat :)

awhhh. amanda looked so cute last night :D

im sorry the pictures are blur. we didnt want the flash on. thats what you get when you dont use the flash. blur pictures D: and im also sorry if i forgot to upload any. i wasnt really concentrating when i was uploading the pics. so yeahhh :D

im off to emo again. :)

TDay :)

2009-05-29T14:44:00.021+08:00

dee wants me to update my blog. he said he wants to read -___-

teachers day celebration was today. and uh. yeah. ive got 114 pictures ._. that includes weird and blur ones :D so imma update those nice ones only. or at least, the ones i like. :) and i managed to successfully upload them all with bloggers uploader instead of photobucket. so its easier to save. i even put them according to the time taken :D

uhh, presents from amanda and hannah. they got the first two shots :)

marce :D

honestly i dont remember who took this photo. i dont even remember taking it ._.

hannah ong :D

amanda leong lay yen :) along with hann at the back ._.

christian. along with drea and hannah behind.

hong. ( i didnt take this. so uhh. credits to. christian? ._. )

drea lee :DD

i swear i did not take this .___.

christian.

credits to hann.

hannah :)

if im not mistaken, they were playing love game by lady gaga for this game.

fengcheng! O_O

pn channn :)

along with manda and hannah.

drea leeeeeee :D i love herrrrrr.

kim and marce :)

marissa voo. i love her loads :)

aslene tiaammmmm :) supposedly my husband ._.

chan and daa :D

drea lee. with. fcs. camera. its so big it covers her face. *snickers* :D

take #1.

take #2

take #3 .___.

tards.

cee voo.

retardee :D i love him loads too.

HEEEH DREAAA ;DDD i really love this picture :) (but i bet the one in fcs cam is better :X )

thammm waaaai muunnnn! :D

fc and yang. ehh. ._. heh :) they told me to take the picture .__.

THE PERFECT GAY COUPLE :D

tardee.

MY COW SHENG HAO! :D the one lying down. the loser brother of mine whom i love. :D

credits to fc.

i dont really think this needs a caption. ._. besides, im too lazy to think of one :D

HEHHH :D
credits to yie yang.

drea lee :)
credits to yie yang.

HORNY :O
credits to yie yang.

even tard-ier ._.

dreas shoe. tied by fc and yang. ._.

fc being hornyyy ._.

fc being hornierrr -_-

attempt to take scary photo - failed.

this photo simply cracks me up :)

almost 70 out of 114 pictures uploaded. not bad :) considering it took hours to upload all this. and my camera was temperature hot by the time school was over. my poor camera D: i think i might have overworked it :\

on the bright side, mid terms are over, my projects are done. i think i deserve a break :D but moms only giving me a three day break. ~~like holy shit :\~~and shes letting me go for hannahs party tomorrow! :D

overall, i had an awesome time today. :D

ps : sheng hao, CHEER. PICTURE. KAYY? :) and your hair looks the same every day lah. youre so vain :X

Boys Will Be Boys.

2009-05-23T15:15:00.007+08:00

alright i know my posts lately have been really, uh, emo. sorry marce, drea and aslene :) and since drea asked me to post bout mookie, and since marce already has. i'll just make an even more complex post about mookie :D HEH.

credits to marce for the awesome logo :D

its really not that hard to make. :) as a matter of fact, i just crapped the whole recipe out. and it actually sounds pretty good.

Follow the following instructions and you'll probably manage to get to eat the awesome mookie :D

1. Grab a packet of cookies from your cupboard. any brand cookies would be fine. it'll be better if those cookies have chocolate chips instead of nuts in em :D if you dont have cookies, buy some :)
2. Go to your fridge and grab a carton of milk. any brand milk would be fine. best if it were fresh or low fat milk :D if you dont have milk at home, buy some. :)
3. Put a few cookies and some milk into the blender. if you dont have a blender, buy one :)
4. Uh. Start blending? ._. about five minutes would be good enough.
5. After blending, pour it all into a cup. any cup would do. as long as its freeze resistant. :D if you dont have a cup, buy one :)
6. Put the cup into a freezer. if you dont have a fridge that comes with a freezer (what? O_O ), buy one :)
7. While waiting for your mookie to freeze, pick your nose or smash a bug (that you have to ask andrea. not me :) ).
8. One hour later, grab the mooke from your fridge, take a spoon (if you dont have one, buy one :D my advice is to not get a plastic one. ), and start eating :D

meh. rainbow colours. excluding the pink ._.
im prettty sure all of you know how to chew, right .__. which shortens my steps :D

for simpler instructions, see marces version :D

fyi, mookie hasnt been tested before. which is why im sharing my recipe with everyone so that... so that i dont have to suffer the consequences if this mookie doesnt turn out nice ;D

sejarah project is due this wednesday. which is also the last day of exam. i seriously dont know how im going to cram everything up in such a short time. conclusion? i dont :) looks like im just gonna have to flunk my mid terms. i hope my mom doesnt consfiscate my phone.

kris allen won american idol. and apperently, he IS married. MEH. its okay i still think hes hot :) but i pitty adam lambert. hes not such a bad singer. just cos hes gay ._.

oh well, looks like im gonna have to stick to david cook, right ming? :)

i have to start being happy and stop hurting myself. physically. i just got a cut on my arm from my file .__. and it really hurts :\

i emo because
youre my everything.

Suffocation.

2009-05-23T00:52:00.005+08:00

i hate it when i get cranky and sad at night. i seriously do.

fat ass, GSG. :\

Heart Breaking.

2009-05-20T15:13:00.003+08:00

i feel like life isnt worth living anymore.

i realized that i really enjoy being home alone. when everyones home, theres no peace. and i hate that. with people around me at home, i get bossed around. non stop. and honestly, im sick of that.

i seriously hate exams. not just school exams, but any other exam that is, well, an exam. its so pressuring and depressing. theres nothing happy about it.

im seriously thinking about not using my phone for one whole day. ive been texting alot. well, sorta. but its honestly boring to just study and not text. i need entertainment! D: and texting keeps me awake. :D. kinda. ._. i was texting aslene yesterday. while reading dr jekyll and mr hyde. on my bed :) . and all i did was drop my book on the floor. and i fell asleep ._. im sorry. i was really exhausted. and actually, i still am.

so yeah, sorry aslene, for the really late replies! D:

i hate myself. i really do :\
because?
im going to fail all my subjects.
im short tempered.
~~im uh. short.~~ im a girl. its excusable.
im freaking unfriendly.
and ofcourse, im too much of a chicken to kill myself. no, that doesnt mean i want anyone to do it for me. i think id rather die by the hands of. ._. mine.

jekyll is pronounced as... jekyll. you know? like, JEH-KEY-LLLLLL. there really isnt any other way to pronounce it, hannah. :)

and kent, i know im short. im not sorry i cant grow any taller. because i dont mind my height. ._. im not THAT short. right? .__. RIGHT? ):

i ought to go and study science now. ._. gotta study bout the HEART :\

hello. :)
i miss saying that to you. alot.

I'm Smiling Because...

2009-05-17T22:18:00.005+08:00

binder thought Muliyadi, the guy from the panas salju novel, was a girl :)

Sweetest Of Them All.

2009-05-16T11:29:00.006+08:00

yes, i seriously miss me bestie forever right now. i havent talked to him since... since... i seriously dont know but whatever :)

and incase you were wondering, we were talking about exams before that. which explains the "its on tuesday" thing :)

marce and i are currently watching you belong with me music vid. by taylor swift :)

i think its super sweet. :) aint it?

damn. im addicted to battlefield by jordin sparks and id come for you by nickelback. :\. oh. and did i mention that kris allen and adam lambert are in the finals of american idol? :) somehow im not really interested in american idol this year. and its not like ive got the time to watch it, anyway.

cheerio :)

Battlefield.

2009-05-15T13:59:00.004+08:00

lame, shenghao. lame :\

schools been hectic lately. and ive been seriously lacking sleep. exams are next week. i think im gonna die :\ ive only finished one subject. and i havent finished my projects yet. geo is due on monday and ive left it hanging there.

pn gan didnt check my geo project. she claims that we gave her a virus. if i dont get an A for this project, my pmr results are gonna be screwed.

amanda didnt come today. shes on holiday ._. anyway, went to the library with drea and those people for recess. and ofcourse, kent couldnt resist not using my clip he found in my wallet. which reminds me, i oughta burn that clip later.

oh well. im off to study now. im seriously behind schedule :\

oh and, thank you marissa, binder and sheng hao for listening to my continuous rants this week. :) you guys are the best.

thank you for wasting your time for me, dee. :)

Set Your Feelings Aside.

2009-05-13T14:59:00.002+08:00

ive been having stupid mood swings lately. not to mention how tense ive been feeling. it sometimes just makes me want to kill myself.

drea didnt come today. i missed her loads :\ i wish i hadnt gone to school today too. the only thing i was thinking about today was going home. not to mention the fact that i was craving for roti canai the whole day ._. why? i dont know. i just was.

i havent finished my project yet. and im procrastinating, again. i need a break. :\

dry eyes, a painful back and a blueblack hip. oh, and ofcourse, lack of sleep. don't save me.

Fake Smiles.

2009-05-09T12:55:00.002+08:00

im going out of my mind.
im just not myself anymore.

Winner Or Loser?

2009-05-08T23:41:00.004+08:00

binder has nicer camwhore pictures than me .__.

hes such a poser. eyes like gold fish only. so big. i wish i had eyes THAT big. HAHA :D

shoot, i have piano lesson tomorrow with mommy from 9 to 12. three hours. THREE HOURS. IM GONNA DIE ._. and im already so sleepy. and yet im blogging at 12.45 in the morning :D

credits to andrea for that picture, btw. (we missed you and your singing today, drea :\ )

right now, im seriously lacking

sleep
time
nutrition

dont ask about me lacking nutrition. i just am. lacking it. :\

i got married precisely 38 minutes ago :D and i love him very, very much. i love him so super duper mega killer unstoppablely much :D *sarcasm*

Secret Valentine.

2009-05-08T13:44:00.007+08:00

happy belated birthday, hann.
i hope you made world war 3 happen.
because i think world war 3 is cool :)

i should be studying right now. or at least, doing my maths homework. because im behind schedule. let me rephrase that. im VERY behind schedule. and i don't wanna go for tuition tonight :\

exams are in two weeks. or something like that. and thank god koko has been cancelled until after the holidays. because i have studying to catch up on. not to mention projects. i feel so tense.

thank you, shenghao.

because im confused,
and nothing seems to be telling me the answer.

thank you for being the best-est-est. i love you more than the world, dee. :)

1, 2, 3, 4, I Love You :)

2009-04-30T22:42:00.004+08:00

damn it. my tonsils hurt like crazy.
help me? :\

great apologies to the bff yang terawesome.
and thanks :)

bindeeeee drew this for me :) i think this picture is really funny. and yet comforting. i know its not the best art work you've seen, its not the best art work i've seen either. but its the thought that counts. yaaaah.

thank you, binder :) for making me smile. i thought i was going to take a few hours to get myself to smile for the last time today. and thanks for all of your, uh, what should i call it. advice? :) hopefully it helps me, yeah :D

i know skipping meals are bad. but im in the state of not caring right now. so i think im going to start skipping recess from now on. it saves money, you know? :)

liking people is cheesy. is it? :)

LAYYEN! :D

2009-04-24T23:12:00.003+08:00

hello! :)

amanda says she doesn't want to be the sun anymore :O
she claims that the weather has been super duper hot.

Layyenn |-) says:
hi kit ee
Layyenn |-) says:
i wanna be snow
Layyenn |-) says:
I HATE THE SUN ._.
isamonster(: says:
HAHAHAH
isamonster(: says:
WHY? X)
Layyenn |-) says:
cos the weather is super duper hot
Layyenn |-) says:
i hate ittt
isamonster(: says:
hahaha
isamonster(: says:
because of the sun right :D
isamonster(: says:
we have no snow here lah x)
Layyenn |-) says:
thats why
Layyenn |-) says:
i hope it rains ice tmr
Layyenn |-) says:
OH PLEASEEE

i think that would be so cool if it rains ice, no? :)

isamonster(: says:
but the pbsm people are having camp
isamonster(: says:
they would be so upset if it rains ice :D
Layyenn |-) says:
i dont care !
isamonster(: says:
hale 8D
Layyenn |-) says:
let them eat ice
Layyenn |-) says:
live in ice
Layyenn |-) says:
march in ice
isamonster(: says:
HAHHA
Layyenn |-) says:
yayyy
isamonster(: says:
ice parade 8D

we're moving to the north pole/alaska/greenland :)

or even ICELAND :D

oh, did i mention that amanda is my new GEOGRAPHY teacher? ;)

What About Trust?

2009-04-24T14:28:00.009+08:00

i wish you would stop taking advantage of me.
i wish you would stop breaking promises.
i wish you would leave me alone.

ive been really cranky this week. ive never felt the urge of wanting to be alone till yesterday. and my projects are due next week. i have two projects to finish. i just keep procrastinating.

im going to talk about monsters. :) because marissa gave that suggestion to me. HEE :D
i dont know anything about monsters.
so i checked up wikipedia on SEA MONSTERS :O

"Sea monsters are sea-dwelling mythical or legendary creatures, often believed to be of immense size.

Marine monsters can take many forms, including sea dragons, sea serpents, or multi-armed beasts; they can be slimy or scaly, often spouting jets of water. Often they are pictured threatening ships. The definition of a "monster" is subjective, and some sea monsters may have been exaggerations of scientifically accepted creatures such as whales, and types of giant and colossal squid. "

got that from wikipedia. :) the colossal squid is pretty scary if you ask me. i searched that up on wiki too :D

ive got homework to do, and here i am, blogging about SEA MONSTERS :\

thank you for ruining the day.

In Thirty Nine Hours.

2009-04-18T15:32:00.006+08:00

I am absolutely jealous of the bff right now.

HELLO :)
i have a mind of a ~~hamster with a stomach ache~~ hungry kid.
projects have not been done yet.
and i text too much.
thank you very much, ming.
i am going to try to cut down on my texting.
lets see how much credit i can save.
:D

EDIT:
ping hasnt done his sejarah project yet.
apparently his is due in two days.

кıтee says: DO ON A FAMOSA LAH
кıтee says: DAMN EASY
кıтee says: JUST TYPE
кıтee says: sejarah kota a famosa :D
Ping. says: THX MAN KIT EE MY BFF
кıтee says: -__-
кıтee says: WHAT LAH NOW IM YOUR BFF LAH
Ping. says: hahaha
Ping. says: my best friend
кıтee says: -_-

omg lah, damn lame.

In One Month.

2009-04-17T19:02:00.003+08:00

~~I'm dead serious.~~ I think.

In One Week.

2009-04-17T14:13:00.008+08:00

omg screw it. i have the most retarded BFF ever.

took a couple of pics on monday since drea brought her cam :D
drea and i FINALLY managed to get a nice picture together. after several attempts. :D

because we're retarded. yeah man 8D
oh wait, drea, changed my mind. i dont like this pic lah. haha ;D
DELETEEEE :)
i really miss sitting with you, drea :\

BFF ditched me. was suppose to go for lunch with him on tuesday. eventhough i was nice enough to accompany him during his pengakap meeting. talk about mean :\ though im not surprised that he ditched me for hong. GAH. binder you big fat loser :\

i dont think he'll see that but WHO CARES? :)

hmm. no matter how much i really wanna kill this stupid BFF of mine, i can't. because if i do, i wouldnt have a bff no more :(

bin, if youre smart enough, youd understand that a promise is a promise.

oh man, my projects are due in 13 days. and im barely done. MEH. :\. i better get it going. or im gonna have to face pressure next week. damn.

did i mention i enjoyed school on thursday? :) it was pretty fun. walking around looking for teacher with marce.

bin keeps saying im emo. ~~im not.~~ he stalks me. thats how he knows. ._.

i have a sudden obsession with the colour red. looks like i'll be supporting red for another year, huh, hannah. :)

oh well. thats all for this post due to the fact that im getting super sleepy right now. but just three words for the not so awesome bff of mine.

screw you, bin.

Just As Cool.

2009-04-12T15:52:00.008+08:00

just a short post. due to the fact that i needa do my projects STILL. and my msn is jamming. noooo :(

marissa drew this...uh, card thingy for me :D not really a card but yeah.

THANK YOU MARISSA :D

no, i was suppose to be a fairy here ._.

kitee + tiara + FATS (:
+ mango wand + cape
=...AWESOME :D

thats what marissa wrote. :D and OMG IM SO FAT. GAH :O marissa is trying to warn me that im growing too fat. yeah i know i am marce. i need a diet or im doomed. :(

:D yes, i am, okay? :\

oh and sorry i didn't get to take a picture of the "happy loser", marissa. its at the corner there. if you are observant enough.

gah. now hannah's bugging me to hurry update. haven't gotten that in a long time. heh :D

two more weeks till the project is due. im doomed ._. and so are you. i know YOU havent started it either. honestly i dont know who "you" is. :D well but YEAH im sure the person reading this hasnt started it yet. as long as youre form 3 :D

actually, you would be the person reading this post. -_-

heh. hannah thinks this is a long post :) after she reads this, her expression would be like -.- . im sure of it :D

нaииah says:
tell them i LOATHES lil kids who does high pitched screams

:)

YOU are THEM, dumbo :D

The BFF's BFF?

2009-04-11T20:50:00.004+08:00

soft shell crab anyone? :)

the loser ditched me :\ nevermind. i got the BFF, MAN :D

really wanted to go for david archuletas concert today. :\. i get angry when i keep hearing people talk about going to the concert. heh? :\ instead, i spent my whole evening doing homework. at least the homework is out of the way.

im off to do my project now.

im not emo. im just...
sad. it's different.

The BFF. :)

2009-04-10T22:12:00.003+08:00

OKAY.

having flu now. :\. didn't go to school today. apparently i missed out on... quite a few things? haha? :\

got the flu during american idol on wednesday, right before tuition, to be exact :)

ive been sleeping the whole day today. almost the whole day. but one thing is for sure, i was lying down on the bed watching tv the whole time :)

school has been hectic lately. havent been enjoying it a bit.
tuition hasnt been all that good either.
except maths, maybe.

stayed back for extra maths class on monday.
and for the rest of the mondays. probably until pmr is over :\
still deciding whether to stay back a lil longer this coming monday for the yellow house thing.

did i mention that we went crazy over mings hand sanitizer on tuesday? ._.

oh well, im off to become a pig and get more sleep :D
goodnight :)

About You Now.

2009-04-06T16:54:00.001+08:00

hello!
:)

nah.
consider this an update. :D

I Need A Change.

2009-03-27T14:22:00.005+08:00

skipped sports day today.
skipped the hot sun today.
skipped waking up early today.

:)

credits decreasing like no ones business. and im only reloading in... a long time.
meaning: i need to finish up binders credit soon. :D

bin is small, skinny and OLD :D he can be like, my grandfather, man 8D
buuuut, he's still that loser bitch of mine :)
oh and, bin, you owe me maggie mee lah.

i enjoyed watching tv while texting last night. did that till twelve in the morning. damn, only if i could do that everyday. its fun :)

and and,
I LIKE WATCHING BEN 10 8D
so does kim too :)
its cool lah, marissa :D
i have like, a major urge to download the whole season now. HAHA :D

anyway, sports day.
yellow got first :D so i heard.
so uh, im happy? ._.
actually im not all that bothered.
but whatever 8D

i hurt my knee. its got a blue black thats actually red now :\ (yeah i know i told you it was freaking purple last night. it changed colour, bin. ._. )
and all i did was hit it on the sharp edge of the chair :\
though the ROLLING type of chair didnt move at all. -_-

and my computer screen will probably die soon if people keep calling me.
so far today,
ive gotten 3 calls.
THREE.
(okay, so i only answered one. -_- not my fault 8D )
and each time i attempt to off my speakers,
i hit them instead and they fall onto my screen. ._.

i have an urge to go out.
i just dont have anywhere to go.
and no one to go with.
:\

okay. im off to search for ben 10 season 1 torrents now 8D

reminder: i owe bin lunch. shit ._.

Procrastination.

2009-03-17T15:52:00.003+08:00

okay. quick post.
im hungry. :\

went out with the people :D

watched Marley & Me with kim.
(p.s. i still owe you CASH D: )

we CRIED. :(
we have dogs.
so we know the PAIN :D

i have a very cute picture of kim.
too bad i aint posting it here ;D

not to mention the awkwardness sitting next to a couple.
and people kicking our chairs from behind.
should have thrown the rest of the popcorn at them.
heh :)

well it was a pitty i had to go home early.
and uh, YEAH LAH.
thats what i did today.
watch MOVIE :D

kings pies fries are good :)

SINGH GILL THE AWESOME.

2009-03-16T22:57:00.003+08:00

i...

honestly forgot today was your birthday. SORRY DUDE :(

well, yeah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GURBINDER SINGH GILL THE AWESOME ROCKSTAR :)

honestly, i have no idea how i became so close to him this year. but who cares. since i did, and we started playing msn games, i earned six bucks 8D

YEAH OKAY i oughta write nice stuff bout this guy.

um. well uh, you know lah. he's uh... you knoooow :)

OKAY IM KIDDING :) dustbin boy here is very nice :D
and entertaining :D
and stupid :D
and i own him :D (no, im serious.)
well except for today.
the rest of the 364 days, i own him :D

he's a very good companion. and bank. yeah. :D

and thank you, binder, for being there for me all the time :)
i appreciate it banyak banyak, yeah :D

keep growing taller, bro! :D

Whispers Hello, I Miss You Quite Terribly.

2009-03-13T15:46:00.002+08:00

okay.

HAPPY POST. :)

drea went home early yesterday. she wasn't feeling well. so YAH :)

yah ._. hah. guess who was the first person i started saying YAH too :)

anyway i texted drea in school. she didnt reply my last msg. she said she didnt get it :\
BUT she called me at night. to ask if i had any potatoes. *snickers*
unfortunately, i had none. sorry drea!
but manda did :D

wednesday was fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun, man :)

im very low on credit (heh, sorta :X ) have been texting alot these days. so ive STOPPED :D

oh and, thanks again, hannah. i'll do almost anything for you :D

oh well, holidays started. this is one holiday im not going to enjoy so much.
since i still have a project to do. two projects, i mean.

no more staying back for me. it gets boring. very boring, actually.
this has become very useless to me.

Ignorant.

2009-03-09T13:35:00.003+08:00

dear loveable, sweet, boy,
i love you with all my heart.
but its a pity i don't care anymore.

today's a holiday :D
but i have no idea what holiday it is.
hmm :\

AH WELL. i've been pretty bored the whole day. but that doesnt mean i wanted to go to school. i definetly, dont want to go to school.

and honestly, i dont know why im blogging. im just so lifeless. :)
i know you agree. alot.

i can lecture. :D
and i dont get paid. :D
this is like, my third job not getting paid. :D
i dont know why im so happy about that. :D
i just am. :D

im going to kill you anytime soon. only because i have the urge to do so.

"why are you such a saddist?
what? im not. ._.
yes you are.
fine. so what?
its bad being one.
why?
being sad is unhealthy.
so is eating McD everyday.
out of the topic."

now you see that McD is bad for you. :)
yeah well who cares. i still eat it anyway :X

hah. saddist.

damn. i need a happy post.
HAPPY POOOOOOOOOST.

no, not happy POO. happy POOOOOST. .__.

uh. how bout i start doing happy posts NEXT week? :D
yeah, sounds good to me.

okay. this is getting awkward.
im like talking to myself O_O

if im falling,
falling apart.
for you.

alright. maybe i'll do a little "happy post" today. :)

im going to get killed by pn loh. because i havent finished her homework yet. hopefully i have time to do it tomorrow. since chinese is only on wednesday :D

"YEEES. SMILEE. SMILEEEEEE.
uh. *smiles*?
:D"

i need to return mings wristband tomorrow. i hope i dont forget to bring it :D

Childish, Foolish Acts.

2009-03-08T14:33:00.006+08:00

grow up, kitee.

im blogging. AGAIN :) im just too bored. and since i cant blog on weekdays, might as well blog now, RIGHT? :D

talked to andrew this afternoon. he's like my lifetime studying reminder guy .__. which is a good thing :D i think. heh :)

●ǍǹᶁЯɛш●: everyday do exercise
●ǍǹᶁЯɛш●: especially a few months before pmr
●ǍǹᶁЯɛш●: constant practice
кıтee: lol when i read "everyday do exercise"
кıтee: i thought physical exercise
●ǍǹᶁЯɛш●: HAHAHA

secret valentine.
we'll write a song. :)

things ive learned this week (other than random facts)
is that when you try getting rid of a situation,
and fail to do so,
it never goes away.
not even the pain.

other than that,
dont ever be so positive bout the results of things,
before you even start.

i hate you,
thank you very much.

meowmoo :D

2009-03-08T11:04:00.003+08:00

hello :D

this is voovoo.

and this is hooihooi.

we own a company called:

meowmoo. :)

credits to marissa for the picture. :D

we make t-shirts :D
cool right, RIGHT?

the only reason why im making this post is mainly because im bored. very bored.

oh. did i mention that voovoo also makes her own candy:

VOOVOO CANDY :)

now, aint THAT so cool? :D

i feel like im making a post for marissa. hah ._.

theres no school tomorrow.
meaning theres no chinese.
meaning i dont have to finish my zhou ji now.
since i still cant figure out what to write about.
(other than the teddy idea, that is ._. )

i also get to wake up late tomorrow. whoopeee :D

hello, dehydration.

Your Call.

2009-03-06T23:01:00.007+08:00

a new version of your call by secondhand serenade.

i seem to be very addicted to this version.
saw it on channel V.
or MTV. ._.
either one lah.

'cause i was born to tell you i love you.

Teddy. Broke Its Arm.

2009-03-06T14:00:00.008+08:00

another week,
another event.
time to change places, hey. :\

im going to sit with hannah. at the corner. of the class room. where its so damn hot. this was what i didnt want :\ sitting at the corner, i mean.

well this week has been, uh, my saddist week. :)
and yet, i smile.
ONLY BECAUSE MING ASKED ME TOO.
stupid... -_-

got back results this week. momma says i did GOOD :) when i told her maths.
till i recap-ed my results,
she said it was BAD D:
damn. -_-
my dad didnt even know i had exams.
till the night before the last day of exams. :) LOL.

okay. so ive been a lil grumpy this week. so what?
i REFUSE to do my homework now.
R E F U S E .
dont ask me why.
i just dont feel like doing it now.

also, i need my limewire back. shoot.
it had to die on me.
because now i sound like a beggar. begging. for songs.
:)

im having a very weird sense of going high.
AURA AURA AURA ;)
damn, but im sad.
mood swings.
HAH.

im smell smoke.
do you?
i hope my com isnt on fire ._.
or the internet .__.
or or or
the plug. :)

this is becoming a very random post.
i dont know why. ._.
i think ive just gone nuts.
oh wait, that happened last week. :)

marissavoo ♫ O81OO8 ;D says:
BE HAPPY .
marissavoo ♫ O81OO8 ;D says:
: D
кıтee says:
but
кıтee says:
i
marissavoo ♫ O81OO8 ;D says:
._.
кıтee says:
need to pee O_O
marissavoo ♫ O81OO8 ;D says:
._____.
кıтee says:
WAIT LET ME GO PEE :D

yeah i know. that was very uneccessary information. :)

damn. tuition tonight. :\

if i werent a coward,
id go up to you
and tell you
everything.

marissa's.

2009-03-01T14:07:00.011+08:00

so we had some transport probs going to marissa's party.
lotsa last minute changes.
im so sorry andrea :\

anyway in the end andrea's parents sent us there. and i had a chance to see benjamin :) and i sat next to him in the car :D (eventhough his elbow kept protruding into my hip. while he was playing rollercoaster rush on amanda's phone ._. )

so when i went there the first thing that caught my eye was.
the big tree O_O
unfortunatley, no picture of that -_-

but when i went into the house, i landed up looking at this.

the two playing king of fighters on the ps2.
no wonder i found the game so familiar. :D

please excuse the ugly photography.

and at marissa's apartment, before the party started.

the three dumbos :D

and the two main people i took pictures of the whole night.

we went down after that. and stood under umbrellas. :)

what andrea is looking at are the flooded plants.
ming said it looked like a very shallow pool that might be too deep for andrea. :X
(it wasnt me, andrea. it was him. im innocent :D )

okay im very lazy to add captions now. i'll add them when neccessary.

thats amanda's hand by the way. the one with the blue wristband.

amanda's sexy back.

introducing the three retarded manikins :)

there. here's your proof, ming chek :D

these are:
my three very retarded buddies :)

andrea,

ming,

and amanda :D
yay. HAH ;)

two very blur shots of the very nice poolside view.
needed flash -_-

that is NOT my hand holding THAT cup. its kimberly trying to block her face ._.

this is a cool effect . :)

the birthday girl :)

rittie :D

rittie. again :)

this is my dinner. minus the sausage cheese cucumber stick. :)

introducing:

the saddist. :)

the two watching tv. from inside the room. -_-

i see ming chek ._.

and these pictures we took in marissa's apartment.

yay amanda and andrea! :D
that was very random.

i tried on andrea's shades. they said i looked like a fly. ._. yeah.
unfortunately, no picture of that too :D

overall i had fun. :)

happy belated 15th birthday, marissa :D

start stealing pictures, andrea! :D

did i mention that there was some guy who called me kidney?
thats very insulting, okay.
its kitee. so dont piss me off.

I'm Sorry.

2009-02-27T15:56:00.002+08:00

exams are overrr :D
i missed my computer.

science got really boring last week. i scribbled to keep myself awake :)

"HELLO. I'M MR. BROADSHOULDERS :)"
introducing mr. broadshoulders. he's gonna die soon :) due to the fact that his heart is a smiley face. i call it heart cancer. :D

please ignore the word "holy shit" . i was thinking about the fact that i was probably going to fail science.

note: that is a smiley face with random arrows sticking out of it. not a bug. my momma thought it was a bug ._.

do not ask. because i dont know. :) (okay, so i DO know. its a hippo with a panda head. dont ask WHY. )

my sister drew this. heh ._. its a retarded cat.
she got bored. of studying. her own stuff.
take it out on my paper now lah >:(

"HI. I AM A TWO NUCLEUS CELL."
heh :)

see the resemblance? :D

too bad. i dont. ._.

i dont just bore you.
i bore myself.
honestly.

hannah's finally starting back on her story.
yay :D time to waste more of my time :)
and yes, i know its weird to start something in the middle of exams.
but who am i to judge? ;)

um, i think the convo went a lil like this. i forgot :)

hannahandrea&i
give me a swear word. but not too harsh.
um. shit?
DESPISE.
HUH? HAHAHA.
HAHAHA. SWEAR WORD LAH.
OH CHEH.

andrea, who hadn't actually heard the question properly.
next time, listen first andrea :D

and no, hannah. that phrase doesnt make me laugh anymore.

hannah&i.
hows this sentence: the sense of excitement and comfort aura around him.
HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
*stares*
HAHAHAHHAHA.
what?
HAHAHHAHAHAHA.
whats wrong with the sentence?
HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
eh ming, whats wrong with this sentence: the sense of excitement and comfort -
HHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
aura-
AHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
around him.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

so yes the same thing happened each time she asked a person that question. i was just, laughing, till i cried.

ive never seen myself so happy ever since.
im still hoping for the same happiness again.
because i really miss that feeling.

dont ask me why it was so funny. inside joke. mm :)

i dont want to comment on exams. reading comments on exams are boring.
correction: reading all this crap of mine, is boring.

andrea and i speak awesome language. we telepetahteoija. ;D

andrea&i.
mmm mm mmmm mm.
hmm?
mmm mm mmmm mm.
hmm?
mmm mm mmmm mm.
hmm?
mmm mm mmmm mm.
mm.

i know it sounds pretty lame. but if you were us at that time, itd be pretty funny :)

i dont know what else to blog about.
other than the fact that ive just caught a flu, fever and sore throat.
yay. :\
but its a good reason to skip tuition :D

this is one long, draggy post.

just give me a few minutes.
because i honestly miss you.

You're Like Perfection;

2009-02-20T14:21:00.002+08:00

stupid retarded blog :\

thank you marissa for my new header :D

special thanks to andrea lee, kimberly too and andrew fong for your help :D

my twin is a GIRL. he, i mean SHE, is so fun to whack :D and SPRAY WATER ON. yipee :D

100th post :D

2009-02-14T14:54:00.004+08:00

i actually have 100 posts now. plus the drafts. oh. yay -_-

valentines day's today. and we had school ._. so far, its been rather sad.
i regret going school today.
i miss my phone.
i hate you, small thing you call a phone.

ive been whiney today. ask marissa. she should know.
sorry marsieeeee :\
but thanks for listening and not complaining :D

had gotong-royong today.
i learned something too ;)
LISTEN DURING PERHIMPUNAN.
yeah, you really should.

didnt really do any cleaning though.
bet youre not surprised. why would you be?

i think im too skinny ._.
VERY skinny, for that matter.
i look so weird in everything i wear -_-
i plan to put on just a BIT of weight.
i plan to look like this

HAHA. okay im kidding :)
its a cute drawing,
but if i really did look like that,
id be short and fat ._.
but overall, awesome drawing, marissa ;D

i should start putting colours in my posts. because im lifeless.
YAY.
well, the next post. im too lazy to do that now. :)

im getting lazy now.
will blog later on.
:D

happy valentines day :)

Kopiko :D

2009-02-13T17:08:00.003+08:00

this week has been rather tiring. and i havent started studying. and no ones online. ._.
they're all probably studying. figures.

my phones got a problem. maybe i need to smash it on the ground >)
kidding -_-

i better go STUDY now.
hard to believe. i know.

bye :D -_-

nerd eaters :)

2009-02-06T14:34:00.013+08:00

hi :) (whaa? ._. )

this week of school was, annoying. very very annoying. what i enjoyed most was probably pj.
thanks loads, marissa :)

went to ou with marissa on thurs :) thanks again for staying back with me, marissa. and for that mars bar as well :D eventhough i told you not to. but yeah, thank youuu :)

sweet eaters :D
we ate alot of nerds.
let me rephrase that.
andrea ate alot of nerds. :)

and since i wanted to prevent andrea from getting diabetes and kidney problems next time, i let marissa finish the rest. not like there was much left but, sedikit-sedikit lama menjadi bukit, right? :)

i havent been eating so well lately. i didnt even feel like lunch today. my mom asked if i was dying. ._.

and some part of me is saying i hope i am.
wouldn't everyone be happy if i did?

im starting to think that blogs are stupid and useless. its not like anyone reads them, anyway. and if you do, youre probably lifeless like me or stalking me like shenghao use to.

did i mention how annoying ming chek is? someone slap him for me, please? :)

kim too and i went crazy in tuition. :)
okay, so only SHE went crazy. i was perfectly fine. :O

we ate alot of coffee sweets! :D and i couldnt fall asleep that night :\

im sorry. that was a lie.
i couldnt fall asleep.
because i had too much on my mind.
every night in the past week.

she says her crutches are machine guns ._. and shes going to use them on jeremy choong :D by my request, ofcourse ;D

im jeremy choongs dictionary :D but unfortunately im not that efficient. boo :(

this is what misery does to me.

my credits low. ive been texting too much. i should stop.
by the looks of it, i will.

i dont care. bitch.

eye bags. ._. i need more sleep.
i should be studying, honestly.

im sorry. but i couldnt help myself but stare.
but that smile you flashed back at me was probably the best.

HANNAH ONG :)

2009-01-30T11:57:00.004+08:00

chinese new year reunion dinners are over :D
and HANNAH IS BACK :D

and its her birthday :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH ONG :D

she likes that thing :D (omg sorry. i forgot what its called :x )

i know she like this picture :D

and i know that she has
AWESOME BROWN HAIR :)
and i know she likes it :D
( i like it too :X )

shes got awesome photography skills :D

i dont know what this thing is but its COOL :)

and would you believe thats a strawberry? ._.
hannahs says her photography skills are too awesome :D

i do the lamest birthday posts.
i know.

edit:
did i mention shes an awesome friend? :)
well, she is.
thank you for being my friend, darling :D
and for being such a self-flattering gossip girl ;)
and being MY NEIGHBOR :D AHAHA.

2009-01-24T23:43:00.003+08:00

YOU SEE LAH. THAT POST BELOW ._. damn lame. HAHA ;D

3 more days of dinners. chinese foooooooooood .__. im getting tired of it already.
OH WELL. im done with my homework :D means shenghao can do his homework ALONE. imma use the com everydayyy :)

lunch tomorrow. im gonna miss using my com the whole day. im gonna miss talking to you. :(

i have nothing to say ._. why do you think i ask hann to blog for me? HE IS SO LIFELESS HE CRAPS THINGS OUT :)

i should kill this blog. right? :)
riggghhhhttt :)

2009-01-24T18:36:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year?? Maybe u all will have alot of fun......EXCEPT MEEE.Even kitee got so much to do on chinese new year,I stone kao there like sohai OOPS no vulgar words ssshhh.Oh shit i havent open my christmas present walao i totally forgot...wait wait wait now is angpao
Siapa mahu menjudi dengan saya hehehehehe sure loseee to me,oh yeah i tried to play with kamens drums...I sucked.... EH EH my bro kena owned by me,dont worry its not fay(fay more mature wont kacau me) its my youngest,he kacau me till i made him cry so bad(NOT MY FAULT OSO HE GO DULAN ME).Kitee making me blog for dia ahhhh,she lazy blog I oso lazy
lucky i nice person onlyyy(wow what a lie)

CHINESE ROCKS
Acid is safe
Using the com sux
learning bio is cool
:D
(sure kena belasah again)

Hooked???

2009-01-18T21:01:00.002+08:00

O.o whats the happening,Detective Clara here.... its a sunday and i was out the whole day
abandon kitee(shes gonna kill me) no choice lah force to go.Well i went out with my cousins and my bros to a farm,then my bro and my cous chased a goose and it was like quaackkggg quaaccckkggg
damn kao noisy(if u wanna see the video chasing ask me for it) then after that we went to dig for earth worms for fishingg,MY BRO CAUGHT 12 FISHH LAHHH,my cousin caught 10 and I errr
caught 4 only :( shhhhhhh then we cooked the fish at the restraunt oooooo.

someone kicked my dog
btw riley didnt make it
he jumped over the ice
Im so random....

2009-01-18T17:59:00.003+08:00

hannah and sheng hao are having a flattering competition. and im the judge. you see lah. these lifeless people -_-

i know sheng hao farts alot. he even constipates. hannah plans on buying him some constipation pills. i'll just buy him veggie. you see shenghao, this is what you get when you dont like veggie.

hannahs telling the pink ping pong story now. so im typing this. ive listened to it so many times already -_-

ANYWAY this is just gonna be a short post :) i'll probably post the winner next week. but who cares. no one reads this crap anyway.

2009-01-17T14:13:00.012+08:00

i skipped.
i skipped school.
i skipped school because i had no transport.
and i cant drive.
i would.
if i wanted to kill myself.
but i dont :)

im so lifeless that im blogging. again. but i dont know what to blog about :(

i should be cleaning up my room. but im lazy. ive cleaned up a bit, though.
and im running out of songs to listen to.
but amanda has gotten me addicted to Gee. -_-
thanks a lot, manda!

anyway im having nerve pains. and my eye sight is getting worse. but my glasses make me look old :( makes me look like im playing the part of hannahs grammar. ._. if you dont get it, its alright. you dont have to get it.

hann use to flick his dogs nose. hes mean :(

2009-01-16T15:48:00.006+08:00

no one reads my blog. so who cares. im blogging for the sake of my lifeless-ness.

i think its been about a few months since i blogged. hannah hasnt blogged for a long time either (it's okay, im longer. :D)

2nd week of school just passed. and it's been, well, tiring. i havent been sleeping enough. and i miss using my com on weekdays :\ but on the bright side, in school i get to actually GET UP AND WALK. like that more healthy, kan :)

i feel so pressured this year. i dont think ive gotten that much homework since the beginning of form1. and have you seen how thick these text books are .______. they look like the size of my bed -_-

im studying in the same class. and the cat is still alive. hannah still screams. it's like im reliving form2. except for now i sit with andrea. no more hannah :(

im gonna miss hannah :( she and weiwen are ditching me. in tuition. the reason why i GO HOME EARLY. eventhough hannah goes back home earlier.

but you gotta admit. schools torture. the only time i enjoy the most has to be recess, before school starts, after school and the free time we have in between periods. or for short - times when there isnt class.

pressure. and we still have to walk up two flights of stairs. carrying heavy books up two flights of stairs isn't easy. i can't wait for pmr to be over.

let's just say that the first week was really horrible. i caught a flu on the third day, and i had to sit with shum for one whole week. ONE WHOLE WEEK. it was horrible :\

anyway, had mesyuarat agung today. im definetly hating the things i joined. and the fact that i had to sit under the hot sun for half an hour. for yellow house meeting. -_-

oh and fay is so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hes so short and adorable :) and omg lah andrea. so mean. go scare him. -_- he was hiding while we were having our catur meeting. so i started talking to him. asking him questions is more like it.

HE'S GREEN HOUSE LAH WTH -_- why not red? :) even hannah wants him to be in red. or was that krs ._.

i was having the weirdest conversation with jeffrey, the loser prefect. you know him right? you knoooooooooooow? that guyyy? the one that always chases you down for perhimpunan? :D -_-

yeah. he was asking if i knew some guy. he said he was cute ._. next time you see him, say "kitee says your gay. is it true? i know its true. HAHA YOURE GAY :)". unless youre a guy, then run.

кıтee ;: i know your gay
кıтee ;: HAHAHA
(M)Jeffrey: omg
(M)Jeffrey: how u noe
(M)Jeffrey: XD
кıтee ;: i know everything
кıтee ;: I STALK YOU
(M)Jeffrey: chehhh
(M)Jeffrey: i thought im the 1 dat stalk u
(M)Jeffrey: XD
кıтee ;: oh YEAH?
кıтee ;: i bet you dont even know what house im in
(M)Jeffrey: ez la
(M)Jeffrey: BANGLO INFRONT OF A MANSION
(M)Jeffrey: IN FRONT OF A CASTLE
(M)Jeffrey: XD
кıтee ;: IM TALKING BOUT RUMAH SUKAN LAH
(M)Jeffrey: cheh

you see lah. this matahari guy isnt smart alsooo :)

so, who wants to lifeless-ly read this post, hmm?
oh, wtheck.

it was like you were ignoring me.
were you?

did i mention that i havent gotten my sivik text book yet? :)

2008-12-13T22:31:00.008+08:00

to weiwen - FINE. Imma take revenge. :)

Dear weiwen,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but the mafia wants you. I think I realized it when I saw the shrunken head outside of Chicago and I saw you sit on Bill Clinton. I'm sure you're masochistic enough to understand that we're cousins. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I always wanted to break eggplant-fetishism.
Go and drown yourself, kitee.

thats gotta be the weirdest. I so dont want your left ear ._. ( but if you do remember. we pretended to be cousins once. )

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your Journal).I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___,-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7.Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth
Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10.The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain

HAPPY CRUISING WEIWEN. :)

2008-12-11T16:26:00.013+08:00

weiwen must be happy that im blogging. -_- SHE BETTER BE.

sooooooo, i'm gonna post some pictures that weiwen took in forever21 sometime ago.

i was fiddling with the bangles :) they're nice. but weiwens camera, not nice. no offense weiwen :)

and hannah, faster upload ): please? :) i know i'm impatient. so, sorry!

this blog will now be raided by the horrible one. :D